I was 15 years old and I had started basically raping my mom while she would pass out from a cocktail of pills and alcohol. I had been doing it about a year now and it was slowly becoming mundane. The thrill of it had gone away and it felt like the end.
I was hanging out with a neighbor kid, Joe, that was a year younger than I was and I really only hung out with him because he lived next door and it was convenient. Joe was a mildly chubby kid that was always the last picked for all our neighborhood sports. Smart kid but unathletic.
One day while we were hanging out in my room I showed him a porn magazine I had stolen from an uncle of mine. It was a pretty graphic magazine. After flipping thru the pages together it was obvious that both of us had erections. We both tried to hide it though as you do when you’re 15 and in a room with another dude. We eventually broke down a few barriers and started talking about masturbation and other sex topics. Nothing happened that day and he soon after that went home. If he was like me, and I’m sure he was, he took his dick out immediately after getting home. I took mine out as soon as he left my room.
The next day he came over again, and we did the same thing. This time our talks went a little further. We didn’t do anything about it though. That night I laid in bed thinking about what he was doing in his bed. Was he cranking it like I was? Then I started thinking about his dick. Was it big? Little? I was curious and that started to scare me. I wasn’t gay but my curiosity which had gotten me in trouble plenty of times already was getting the best of me. Then I started wondering if he was as utterly confused like I was.
The next day we hung out again. I had now spent more time with him in 3 days then I did in the first 4 years he lived next door. My curiosity was too much and I had to know what he was thinking. While we were looking at the magazine he mentioned how big the guys dick was in the picture. His tone sounded like he liked what he saw. It was an impressive cock, and I found myself liking the guy in pictures as much as I liked the girl. I knew that was my chance.
“Mine is about the same size as his.” I said.
“Really?! Mine is a bit smaller I think.” He responded
“I’ll show you mine if you show me yours” I finally said after a moment of silence.
He wasn’t nearly as hesitant as I thought he’d be. He stood up and unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them down a bit. His 6” cock came flopping out of his boxers and was pointed right at me. It was the first time I had seen another dick in the flesh. After a few seconds of silently staring at his member, I laid back on my bed and pulled my dick out. Mine was considerably bigger than his in length and girth. Joe giggled a bit when I showed him my dick.
“Wow” he said
I noticed he was rubbing his cock as he said it. I slowly started to rub mine a bit too. Unsure what I was feeling, more unsure on what he was thinking, scared but also thrilled about what might happen next.
“I should tell you before this goes any further that I’m gay” he seemingly blurted out.
“Really?!” Is all I could say back.
“I’ve never said those words out loud” he said with a scared tone.
I felt bad for him in that moment. I couldn’t imagine what was going thru his head right then. Admitting something like that at 14 to another guy has to be extremely difficult. I knew for a fact I wasn’t gay but my intrigue in this situation was making me think I was bi.
I was still holding my cock and lightly rubbing the tip when I did something daring. I reached out with my other hand and wrapped it around his warm dick. He pulled away scared.
“What’s wrong?” I asked as I sat up quickly.
“You’re not gay.” He responded
“I don’t know what I am right now. Except I want to try something I’ve never done before.” I said as I grabbed his cock again.
This time he didn’t pull away. Instead he took a step forward and his dick was pointed directly at my face again.
“So how far have you gone with another guy?” I asked gently stroking his cock.
He revealed that he had been letting his older cousin fuck his ass frequently for the past 6 months. I was shocked! I had no idea that he was that serious. I was also turned on considerably.
Letting go of any inhibitions I stuck my tongue out and licked the tip of his dick. It was warm and there was a drop of pre cum already out. It was salty. And to my surprise, I fucking loved it. I opened my mouth and put his cock in my mouth. I slid my lips up and down his shaft and I felt all the tension in his body go away. Moments later I felt his hand on the back of my head and a batch of cum hit the roof of my mouth and trickle down my throat. It tasted even better than the pre cum drop. I never imagined how great cum tasted.
As I let go of his cock and wiped a drop of his cum still on my lips, he put his hands on my shoulders as pushed me back on my bed. He crawled between my legs and took my cock in his mouth. It was the first time my cock had been in anyone’s mouth. It was so warm and felt so unbelievable! To just sit back and relax while someone sucks your cock is the best feeling in the world. There’s no pressure to perform, just sit back and enjoy it.
It wasn’t long before I came in his mouth. Another amazing feeling. When I started cumming he got really into it. Slurping up all my cum and his saliva.
When we were all done and cleaned up we talked a bit about what just happened and definitely doing it again. He left shortly after. I went to bed that night with the realization that I like dick. Not as much as I like pussy but dick is pretty sweet too.