You do not wake up one day and say to yourself I think I will transform my life today. Yet this is what I did about ten years ago. My day at work started just like all the rest, meetings throughout the day. Plenty of emails to deal with. But on that day all hell broke loose at around 3 pm. One of our major clients had encountered a failure in 3 out of 5 Databases. If the data was lost millions were at stake. All hands-on deck from every team. We were all scrambling coming up with a possible solution that would work. Well the recovery took 10 hours, I was spent, wired from all of the coffee. Finally called it a Day at 1:30 AM. I was on my way home it had been a long day and night at work. I needed to relax so as I drove past the park on White Rock lake here in Dallas, I pulled in. It was about 2am. I pulled out my travel kit, which was made of a pair of panties, bra, heels, pantyhose, short skirt, blouse, and wig. I changed in my car then went for a walk. It was late spring and a lovely night. I walked down a trail was really loving it. The coolness of the night was refreshing. When the slight breeze went up the skirt it was so delightful. I knew this was why women wore dresses and shirts. That shot of cool air just heighten the feeling. I could feel the stirring inside of my panties. I caressed my cheeks, then moved my hands to the side of my hips and finally across the front. I was feeling so good. I flipped my hair as I looked across the lake. I was in the moment. It was these rare times when I felt most like a woman. My mind was drifting, and I thought back to when I was 14 on a night much like this one and how I was raped by a drunk. My illusions were torn apart that night. But from it I discovered the pitfalls of being a woman. I came to terms with it. No one knew about my dressing or how I felt inside of myself. That night made me face the awful truth of a woman’s life. I accepted it as it being part of my life. It took some time but life continued onward. I kept dressing in secret. It would be many years before I would be with another male. Well I had to head home I started to head back to my car after about 50 minutes. When from nowhere I was knocked down. I found myself being held down and hands grabbing my legs and another set holding my arms apart. Then the third one got on top of me and pulled and ripped my pantyhose, then yanked the panties off my legs. He got on top of me forced himself into my ass. He kept saying Oh yea nice tight ass Baby. He wasted no time pumping me hard. The pain was subsiding just as he blurred out, Dam I came too fast. He shoved me down into the dirt and got up. He then switched places with the one holding my arms. He then laid on top of me. With the first one leaving his cum in me he used it as lube to go into me. His dick was smaller than the first. But just like the other one he shot his load in me quickly. Then the last one switched his place, by now my ass was wide open and full of 2 shots of cum. When he took his pants down. I felt his cock poking my ass and I could tell he was the biggest of the 3. The saving grace was I was so lubed up and open that he went right with tearing me up too much. He took his time slow long strokes. I will never admit this, but it felt good. I could feel his dick twitching and his cum shots into me. He got off me. They were laughing and joking about how good I was. One said let us go. The first one said not yet I want his mouth. But that was not enough for them. They yanked me to my knees, and the first one switched places with the third one, He stood in front of me. He brought his cock out which was now getting hard again, He grabbed my face and held it up, then rubbed his dick on my lips. Telling me to open my mouth. I was slow to react, he slapped me hard. As my mouth opened, he forced his dick between my lips, going as deep as possible. He placed both hands on the side of my head then proceeded to fuck my mouth. It felt like my nose was going to be broken. His balls were slapping my chin hard. I guess this lasted about 2 minutes, when he shot his load down my throat. When he yanked it out the drops were dripping out onto my blouse. He stepped away, and the second guy I am next. So., they swapped places. He walked up and rubbed his dick in my parted lips, I opened my mouth and he went right at it. He lasted a noticeably short amount of time cumming in my mouth. I knew that next one was going to make me choke. Once that third one was in front of me. I got to see his dick I was like Oh No. It looked like a beer bottle in width. He walked up close, held up his dick and told me to lick his balls. I could feel them they were like large marbles. He said yea Baby I have more cum for you. He pulled back and lowered his dick and pointed it straight from my mouth. I open wide as much as I could. As he shoved it into my mouth, I could feel the corners of my mouth tearing apart. Once he had the head in my mouth I could not breath. I was sucking air through my nose. I knew right away if he reached my throat I could suffocate here. He started slow motions just hitting my throat. One of his buddies told him pick it up a bit. He started to stroke it, JO mostly into my mouth. Finally, I felt it getting close and he spewed his cum int my mouth. I could not handle it all and some of it came out down my chin on to my blouse. Once he was done the other two tossed me to the ground. I was exhausted and could not really fight back. The first one said here is a present for you, he pulled out his dick and started to pee on me. The other 2 followed his final insult. Hitting the blouse and skirt mostly. The last one kicked me in the gut, they left me there on the grass. Once they were done, they started to laugh and ran off leaving me there tossed like a used-up rag. I had to provide ass and blow jobs for all 3, been tormented, humiliated, treated like garbage. It took me a while to get up. I walked back and wanted to cry but I did not. it was my fault for being careless. I have always wanted to be a woman now I was a woman for I had been raped twice just like one. But this was one brutal, not like the first one who drunk and only raped me without hurting me physically.
But when I got home my wife was like what happen to you, she was not aware of my cross-dressing. I was forced to admit everything to her. She looked at my face with cum stains on my face and neck, the stains on the blouse. And all the wetness on the skirt. Then when I took off my clothes to take a shower, she saw the cum stains on the inside of thighs. She opened my cheeks and looked at the blood in my cheeks. She yelled your nothing but a cheap whore. So. you like dick well I do too. But I do not act like a whore. She made me feel so distraught and hurt. I took my shower and she went off to bed, when I came out, she was asleep. In the morning she left work without a word to me.
That evening I got home about 6pm, she was not there. She finally walked in around 8pm, she looked a bit wrinkled. She went straight to the bedroom and took off her dress, no panties or pantyhose, she told me to sit on the bed and she opened her legs and showed me the cum stains running down her inner thighs, then she turned on the lights and showed me her face and hair there were cum stains in her hair and on her face. See I can be a whore too, I let 9 guys do me. They fucked me and I sucked them, one of them fucked my ass too. Here look his cum is in my ass. I will keep doing this until you stop, so make your choice now.
Well I promised to stop cross-dressing. But that lasted only 6 months. I had worked 36 hours straight. My boss told me to take 3 days off. Well my wife went to work as normal and I fell into my old habits, I got dressed up. I placed ads in Craigs List looking for men to please. In those 3 days I did 7 men. I enjoyed it and wanted more after that. Because of my new position at work I was out and about during the day now. So. every chance I got I would answer ads or place one when I had plenty of time. I met one guy who worked from home who was married. and I could wear his wife’s clothes. He became a regular for me. I enjoyed sucking him off and when I had plenty of time. he would fuck me deep. This lasted for about a year until his wife found out about us. She was not amused and divorced him. Then one night late after work I changed and walked down the street when this guy picked me up, we went to a park and he was doing me in the backseat when a police car pulled up. They arrested me for prostitution even thou I was not charging him. The police called my wife, she got me out. but all hell broke loose. The next day she stayed home from work and posted on Craigs List for any man to do her, she took them all and had 15 men come over. The final insult was I had to suck the cum out of her when she was done with each one. A few did her ass. so I sucked on her ass too. But at the end of day I found I enjoyed it all, so from that day forward we started to invite men over to do us both. We shared the cum between us.