June 15, 2019
Dear Diary,
It has been a few months since I wrote in you about my fetish. I finally did it, I finally stretched my pussy out beyond the point of no return. I am now a Virgin with a pure gaping loose pussy that can never be tight and will always be opened. The only tight spot in my pussy is my cervix.
Speaking of cervix, did you know I can prolapse my pussy by command. I can just use my pelvic muscles to push my vagina outside pf me and just start masturbating it like a boy. I see why men want to jack off with their dicks so much due to how fun it is. I even became flexible so I can give myself a blowjob from my gaping prolapse pussy. It taste so unique apparently.
I’ve checked both the length and diameter of my virgin loose vagina. The length is 13 inches deep and the diameter is 4.5 inches wide. My friend Lacey said that this is how far it could go. She also believes that I finally reached my goal. I’m happy, very happy for what I gained. Sure I’ll face problems like my pussy leak liquids 90% of the time and I might not get a boyfriend or girlfriend who would want my gaping virgin pussy. Sometimes I worry if I would never have a significant other to take my virginity from the sacrifice I made.
Though there are bad consequences from my gaping virgin pussy, the pros from this outweighs the cons. One great example would be how extremely sensitive I became to touch and feeling. With every moment of my insides, every touch of my small fingers, every sense of feeling I gain from either my liquids, the air, or my horniness, I becomes so sensitive that I want to cum so badly with at lease something to enforce it. Almost anything can make me cum no matter of how big or small they are.
The smallest I ever had in my virgin vagina was my fingers and they made me come within an hour; but the biggest thing I ever had in me was either a moby huge or a whole watermelon. Those I still have a pussy too tight to put in, but they make me cum every single time within minutes.
I love my gaping pussy life and I am grateful for what came with it. My furry murrsuiter life, my performance life to where I masturbate in front of many people in Lacey’s little perverted store, Lacey and I sometimes masturbate together six feet apart as I see her finger her tight whore pussy and I fist my gaping virgin pussy, and the best one out of them all is my loyalty to my virginity.
I am happy with what I got and I am happy with what I am. I am also happy to do this with you diary. I truly believe I am in love with my book of many secrets. And if I share you to the world, I would be grateful.